First computer bug was a moth

From "33 minutes with Bob Patterson" at Moth Photographer's Group FB page 

Did you know that the term "Computer Bug" was coined after a Harvard faculty member, Grace Hopper, traced a computer error to a moth that was found in a relay? See below for an image of the moth taped to the official log documenting the case. The specimen, along with the page from the log book, are now housed in the Smithsonian's American History museum.






Bend Sinsister

"A distortion in the mirror of being"


THE term "bend sinister" means a heraldic bar or band drawn from the left side (and popularly, but incorrectly, supposed to denote bastardy.)   This choice of a title was an attempt to suggest an outline broken by refracation, a distortion in  the mirror of being a wrong turn taken by life.

Bend Sinister (novel), a 1947 novel by Vladimir Nabokov


Argent a bend sinister gules


By Ipankonin - Own work, CC BY-SA 3.0, https://commons.wikimedia.org/w/index.php?curid=3054816


Personality traits you need to run from!

From Your Quora Digest   https://www.quora.com/

What are the really small things that tell a lot about a person's psychology and personality?
Linda Burlison, Author, search engine geek, Internet strategist, marketeer

There are a number of small behaviours that, when observed together, can help us identify the most dangerous people in our midst. The following is a list of red flags that point toward people with personality disorders such as Narcissistic Personality Disorder (NPD) and psychopathy.

People with Personality Disorders (PDs) are more common than you think - you probably know at least few without realizing it - and they are important to be able to identify because of the destruction and damage they leave behind.

Not all flags are seen in all people with PDs, but if you know someone with several of these flags, be very careful around them… in fact… avoid them if you possibly can.

Remorseless - does not show remorse in the way ‘normal’ people do when they make a mistake or hurt you

Empathy - don’t feel or show empathy as you might expect. Watch their reactions to other people (or animals) suffering

Can’t apologize - almost a complete inability to apologize. Or if they do apologize they will point a finger back at someone else as part of the ‘cause’.

Overvalue-Devalue-Discard - this is the pattern of abuse they follow in relationships. They put someone on a pedestal and show them off, ‘love-bomb’, and worship; then they start to devalue that person - which can be a subtle series of behaviours, such as small put-downs, corrections, annoyance; then they discard the person completely, walking away with no remorse, enjoying the pain they inflict on the individual they have discarded

Grandiosity - the overvalue themselves, think they are ‘special’, ‘unique’, smarter or better than others. They are often very hypocritical. They have a need to feel better than others and for this ‘superiority’ to be seen by others. Watch out for people who put down others.

Few if any Deep Relationships - relationships are superficial; people with good radar often take a distinct dislike to them; they have very few deep and true relationships.

Odd Bad Behaviour - hurtful, rude, strange, obnoxious, surprising behaviour that you find it difficult to explain away; that seems at odds with the personality that they usually wear around you. The feeling of ‘cognitive dissonance’ (when you see/hear one thing that seems completely contradictory to what you would expect) is a feeling people often get around these people.

Materialism - people whose self-esteems depends a great deal (perhaps fully) on how they are perceived by others. This results in materialism sometimes - needing to have the better car, better clothes, better house, better whatever, so they can appear in a certain way to others.

Parasitic behaviour - will take as much from others (money, things, a place to live, a car to drive, etc etc) as they can. Often have no money or assets of their own.

Relationships with the Opposite Sex - as soon as one ends they are on to the next (or continue to cause pain to the one they are discarding until they find a new source of supply.

There are many many more specific behaviours that are very characteristic of these dangerous people. I recommend searching for ‘Red Flags of Narcissistic Personality Disorder’ (or ‘Psychopaths’, or another personality disorder term). Educate yourself so that you can identify and avoid these people. Once you know what to look for they are not difficult to spot….


Life everywhere







The tides are in our veins, we still mirror the stars,

life is your child, but there is in me Older and harder than life and more impartial, the eye that watched before there was an ocean. 

 Robinson Jeffers




8 Wonderful Gifts That Don’t Cost A Cent



THE GIFT OF LISTENING
But you must really listen. No interrupting, no daydreaming, no
planning your responses, no second-guessing. Just listen.

THE GIFT OF AFFECTION
Be generous with appropriate hugs, kisses, and pats on the back.
Let these small actions demonstrate the love you have
for your family and dose friends.
THE GIFT OF LAUGHTER
Clip and share cartoons and funny stories. Your gift will say,
“I love to laugh with you.”
THE GIFT OF A WRITTEN NOTE
It can be a simple “Thanks for the help” note or
a full sonnet. A brief, handwritten note may be remembered
for a lifetime, and may even change a life.
THE GIFT OF A COMPLIMENT
A simple and sincere, “You look great in red,” “You did a super job,”
or “That was wonderful,” can make someone’s day.
THE GIFT OF A FAVOR
Every day, go out of your way to do something kind.
THE GIFT OF SOLITUDE
There are times when you want nothing more than to be left alone.
Be sensitive to that same need in others and give the gift of
solitude when it seems needed.
THE GIFT OF A CHEERFUL DISPOSITION
The easiest way to feel good is to offer a kind word to someone.
Really, just a cheery “Hello,” or “How are you?”
can go a long way.

There Is Pleasure In The Pathless Woods - Poem by George Gordon Byron



There is a pleasure in the pathless woods,
There is a rapture on the lonely shore,
There is society, where none intrudes,
By the deep sea, and music in its roar:
I love not man the less, but Nature more,
From these our interviews, in which I steal
From all I may be, or have been before,
To mingle with the Universe, and feel
What I can ne'er express, yet cannot all conceal.

George Gordon Byron

Yeap.


Expat's sorrow

"I have met in Paris and Marseilles, Vietnamese in the 60s or 70s who left the country before World War II.   They recalled fond memories of the homeland while voicing the concern that to their grandchildren, the Third Generation, Viet Nam may well become just another geographical name.

.....

Our children grow up here and we try to keep something of Viet Nam for them.  Keeping it in order to lessen our sorrow and our frustration.  But the children what do they know about Viet nam to make them feel attached as we are attached to the country?   For us, the faintest smell of leaf mould after the rain may bring tears to our eyes because it reminds us of Saigon.  An air of Vong Co heard in the evening may keep us awake the whole night.   The Ngoc Lan tree by the well at the back of the house, the fragrance of the Thien Ly flowers in the mornng air, pattering of rain on the galvanized iron roof, the voices of street hawkers at midday in summer, the resulting of bougainvillea on a moonlit night.   Memories of all that may make us crazy.


Village kids will laugh at the sight of a poor old man asking his way, sepaking with a stammer, just like in a poem by Ha Tri Chuong of the Tang Dynasty:


"Going away young I returned when very old
My local accent hadn't changed but my hail was all gone
The Children I saw did not know me
'Respected visitor, where do you come from?' They queried."


I'm no overseas Vietnamese and I have my own question:   "In the face of the frantic onsalught of a market economy and a  pitiless modernisation what should be done to save our genuine traditional values?"


Jan. 1994

Wandering Through Vietamese Culture

Huu Ngoc


If you don't go out in the woods nothing will ever happen and your life will never begin.

Clarissa Pinkola Estés
Women Who Run With the Wolves: Myths and Stories of the Wild Woman Archetype


13 year old eagle huntress Ashol Pan; Mongolia


A Redpoll bird haiku


redpoll


a finely streaked breast

sporting a dapper red cap

hello sweet redpoll




from:   The Laughing Pileated/

Common Redpoll bird


Day-ahmn --- she makes this look too easy

A little haiku from Cindy Mead:


before you take any action
every time you breathe in
thank a tree
...






Honest Winter pie chart




And it gets easier the older you get!

Most people are so intensely afraid of the slightest bit of scrutiny, that they never try anything. To all the fearful, I promise you: letting go and not giving a shit what people think will be the greatest relief of your life.

— Scott Schirmer




One of the most calming and powerful actions you can do to

is to intervene in a stormy world is to stand up and show your soul. Struggling souls catch light from other souls who are fully lit and willing to show it.

Clarissa Pinkola Estés

The woods



A lot of questions about the woods can’t be answered by staying all the time in the woods, and it also works the other way - a lot of deep inner questions get no answer unless you go for a walk in the woods.Norman Maclean in Young Men and Fire -  A True Story of the Mann Gulch Fire(1992). This remarkable book was published from Maclean’s unfinished manuscript two years after his death at age 87. He is best known as the author of A River Runs Through It and Other Stories




Reading gives us someplace to go when we have to stay where we are




Remembrance of things past is not necessarily the remembrance of things as they were.


Marcel Proust
Departure of the Gorgeous Flowers. By Natsuo Ikegami, 2006.

Begining of stage. By Natsuo Ikegami, 2009.


Morning Glory. By Natsuo Ikegami, 2010



Spellbound by reading




Books remain relevant



To keep a book or discard it?

I own more books than I can read in a lifetime. I need to try out Erik Knutzen's system for cleaning his bookshelves. 

 The book was released to the universe if: 

-- I had read it and absorbed the information 
-- The library has a copy 
--  It does not give me joy 
-- I don’t think I’ll ever read it 
-- My interests have changed 
--I read part but don’t think I’ll read the rest 



I kept the book if: 

-- It’s a volume I refer to for reference on a regular basis 
-- It gives me joy 
-- It’s especially beautiful as an object (only one or two books actually      ended up in this category — I’m not a book collector) 
-- I really intend to read it I want to re-read it



Watercolor and Gouache on paper by Pia Mileaf, Age 11
Found in Art Within Reach - From the WPA to the Present, published in 2010 by The Children's Museum of the Arts, New York City


Eerie dearies





Humanity has four and a half billion passionate advocates -

but how many speak....for the gray wolf?....it is a man's duty to speak for the voiceless. A woman's obligation to aid the defenseless. Human needs do not take precedence over other forms of life; we must share this lovely, delicate,
vapor-clouded little planet with all.

Sunrise/sunset phenomena

The blue hour is the period of twilight each morning and evening when the sun is a significant distance below the horizon and the residual, indirect sunlight takes on a predominantly blue hue. This effect is caused by the relative diffusability of short blue wavelengths of light versus the longer red wavelengths. During the blue "hour" (typically the period is about 40 minutes in length), red light passes straight into space while blue light is scattered in the atmosphere and therefore reaches the earth's surface. Because of the quality of the light, this period is treasured by artists. Photographers call it sweet light.




In photography, the golden hour (sometimes known as magic hour, especially in cinematography) is a period shortly after sunrise or before sunset during which daylight is redder and softer compared to when the Sun is higher in the sky.



The Belt of Venus or Venus's Girdle is an atmospheric phenomenon seen at sunrise and sunset. Shortly after sunset or shortly before sunrise, the observer is, or is very nearly, surrounded by a pinkish glow (or anti-twilight arch) that extends roughly 10°–20° above the horizon.

Often, the glow is separated from the horizon by a dark layer, the Earth's shadow or "dark segment." The arch's light pink color is due to backscattering of reddened light from the rising or setting Sun. A very similar effect can be seen during a total solar eclipse.




Green flashes and green rays are optical phenomena that sometimes occur right after sunset or right before sunrise. When the conditions are right, a green spot is visible above the upper rim of the disk of the sun. The green appearance usually lasts for no more than a second or two. Sometimes (rarely) the green flash can resemble a green ray shooting up from the sunset (or sunrise) point. Green flashes occur because the atmosphere can cause the light from the sun to separate out into different colors. Green flashes are a group of phenomena which stem from slightly different causes, and therefore some types of green flashes are more common than others.






"...hold on to your divine blush...."

"At birth we are red-faced, round, intense, pure. The crimson fire of universal consciousness burns in us. Gradually, however, we are devoured by our parents, gulped by schools, chewed up by peers, swallowed by social institutions, wolfed by bad habits, and gnawed by age; and by that time we have been digested, cow style, in those six stomachs, we emerge a single disgusting shade of brown.

The lesson of the beet, then, is this: hold on to your divine blush, your innate rosy magic, or end up brown. Once you’re brown, you’ll find that you’re blue. As blue as indigo. And you know what that means, Indigo. Indigoing. Indigone."

— Tom Robbins (Jitterbug Perfume)

The work of the eyes is done. Go now and do the heart-work on the images imprisoned within you.

Rainer Maria Rilke



Our input not needed.


The famous balance of nature
is the most extraordinary of all cybernetic systems. Left to itself, it is
always self-regulated.

Joseph Wood Krutch
Saturday Review (8 June 1963)